I need a lap top

this will be a so random post
cause i dont even have a point just that i need a laptop
and im broke
i have 0 pesos
its so depressive
my panams are dirty
my left eye is itchy
i miss my bf (thats if he is still my bf)
i hate cat power & her fuckin metal heart
its making me feel depressive in a massive way
i really dont hate her she has good gens i mean shes like 40 and she looks great
but back to the main point i NEED a laptop
i MUST have one.
its pathetic i mean
i use my aunts mac & i hate it, well i actually want one but OMG they're so expensive
i want the platinium one, but in another time of my life
by the time i just want somethin of my own
im blogging from work
sooo sad


but now im calm im listening to cat powers dont explain
OMG what a beautiful song

AAAAAaaand i really dont know what direction this blog might take
i mean like an hour ago i wrote something about delicate subject drugdealing
i cant have a blog about that
i cant have a blog with my writings , cause they tend to be so fuckin bizarre
and in the i end up being more fucked up